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Updating myself on the anime episodes I missed last week :D

I’m very sorry ya guiiiise, I haven’t blogged in ages! School just keeps getting in the way of my happy blog moments.:( Last week I didn’t even get to watch a single fucking anime episode. It was T-O-R-T-U-R-E.

^It’s supposed to be Alois but… stuff happened, k? K. /fail

 Anyway, this post shall contain the episodes I missed last week, namely:

• Shiki (TV) episode 7
• Seitokai Yakuindomo episode 8
• Highschool of the Dead episode 8

I already dropped Occult Academy and Ookami-san to Shichinin no Nakamatachi. I’m a busy person after all, (hurhurr, I’ve always wanted to say that!:D) so I must only watch those that can maintain my interest, or at least, can prevent me from falling asleep. No offense to peole who like them though, of course we have different interests.:)

I was the one supposed to write weekly reviews for Kuroshitsuji II, but again I somehow managed to make the episodes pile up.(;___;) I’ll just  write another extended post for Kuroshitsuji II (episodes 5 and beyooond!) within this week after I rewatch the episodes and catch up on the new ones. This is a promise I wouldn’t be breaking since miraculously, I have a relatively free week this week.:) Gah, sorry if I just made this into a personal post. The anime review part starts here: ♥

♫Click here for the full reviews.♫

♫Click here for the full reviews.♫

♫Click here for the full reviews.♫

Oh, I almost forgot. THIS is of the utmost importance:

HAHAHA. Yaoi in my Seitokai Yakuindomo! Love!♥

…aaaaaand:

BOOB PHYSICS!

My Sunday =P

…is something special. LOLJK, not really. It’s just special in the sense that I did nothing acad-related. Hahahaha. I woke up before 12nn (just in time for lunch!) then watched the movies “Diary of a Wimpy Kid” (ZOO-WEE MAMA!) and “Tekken,” (Jin was sooo cute! Not all the time, but yeah, he has his moments.) then joined my sisters on a little picnic at fpark.

Then I slept. Then dinner. Now I’m online. Hahaha. I still haven’t finished my two anime blog posts for two reasons:

1. Laziness
2. I still haven’t watched the episodes I’m supposed to blog. I only watched a Shiki ep yesterday and some Gintama. I don’t even blog Gintama yet.:| I’m actually planning to finish all the episodes, THEN I blog. That would take forever though, ha-ha-ha. What’s sad is that even now, I am not in the mood to watch anything. I’m sure that I’m not growing less fond of anime, maybe it’s just that I’m getting lazier. I’m not even reading any manga! What is wrong with meeee.:S Maybe I’m just a little out of sync. I’ve been this way this whole semester.:|

Really disappointed that I can’t download Kuroshitsuji II episode 7 from cyber12 as of the moment. Actually, I’ve also tried animetake but they keep saying that the file was removed. That just lessens my appetite to watch and blog.:|

Speaking, I thought I was totally free for this week but I just forgot that I also have to pass my part for our postlab report on discussion. The problem is I can’t even contact my groupmates to ask what my contribution should be. More or less, I’d probably write it tomorrow.:|

And, and, COSPLAY UPDATE:

I’ve narrowed down my choices to Meirin and Ranmao of the Kuroshitsuji series. It’s already September and I feel like panicking since I haven’t had any accomplishments yet, such as looking for a seamstress and some cloth… honestly because I haven’t even picked a character yet. So, I just want to ask you guys,

Meirin or Ranmao? I’d appreciate votes since the event is already on October.(=__=”) Help please?:)

PS. Votes told to me before are already accounted for.:”> 

Oh hai there :)

I think I’ve lost count of the numbers of my posts that have this title. Usually, posts that have this title speak of a long absence and then announce that I’m still alive and barely kicking. Yeah, again, it’s all academics talk. I now believe people who say that once you get Chemistry 111.1, it’s hard to relax. My major subjects and my GE subject (who is also, like, a major subject with all those requirements) are not helping.This week, I’ve been sleeping every single fucking day at 3AM and beyoooond and my complexion is paying big time for it. I think I’m also getting thinner due to stress, and not eating breakfast since I wake up 30 minutes before my first class. Go me. I didn’t even get to watch a single anime episode this week. T-O-R-T-U-R-E. I feel deprived.

Anyway, I think I have a free week next week: only one exam and no laboratory report to be submitted! And, AND! We’ll have a fieldtrip!:3 We’ll have a fieldtrip at the middle of this week for one of my major subjects and we’ll be plant/factory-hopping. I’m so excited since my college ‘kada will be there.:3 It’ll be our first trip together!♥

So… I changed my FB profile pic to this,

and people kept commenting that they like it.:) It’s weird since my arms look so thin here.(O_O) 

I’d like to think that I’m a woman in love. OMG I’m nearing 20 and it’s only now that I experience this weird giddy feeling. IDK, I might just be infatuated… but w/e. I’m not open to interrogations.

Random:

• I watched Toy Story 3 a few minutes ago and I cried. Will watch this again soon—alone so I can cry all I want. Oh wait, I could just fast forward to that scene. Andy’s so good looking btw.=P

• IKR. Can’t wait until I watch the Kuroshitsuji II episodes I missed and blog again!(;___;) I seriously need to know what happened after Alois got stabbed. I mentioned above that I did not watch a single anime episode this week, right?:| I’m one episode behind in all the new anime I’m watching. Enza said I should watch the latest episode of Highschool of the Dead since it teaches “boobs physics.”
• I have the theory *eherm* that the reason why I haven’t been blogging that much lately is because all my lab reports and papers sucked out all of my English.

This week, too many wrong choices were made.

(=__=”)

This is a blog entry about my week’s stupidity and frustrations. This will be mostly academic talk, so I guess you shouldn’t really read this. I just need to let it all out.:| This week really wasn’t supposed to be a busy one:  I only have one laboratory report, one sci paper and and one exam scheduled. Last week, ENGSOC had its Induction Party on Saturday (not up to posting pics since I was sooo fat. Here’s some though:)

Ofcrz I have a solo pic! Muhahaha.

Feeling tired the next day (also due to exams), I did nothing on Sunday but sleep and dick around the internet. Monday comes and we had a group meeting for ChE 154 to think up for a size reduction equipment design in the morning. Around afternoon, I met up with a friend to talk about *some stuff,* then went home at around 2:30PM due to my never-forgiving menstrual cramps. It was so terrible that when I got home, I slept for three hours just to alleviate the pain, then slept another two hours. That was stupidity #1. I shouldn’t have slept that long since I desperately needed the time. When I finally got to my senses, I stayed up until late night to start up on my lab report for Chemistry 111.1.

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Feeling lousy.

I’m fat I’m ugly I have terrible skin I like someone he doesn’t like me back my grades are terrible every exam comes and goes comes and goes comes and goes leaving me all confused and feeling stupid I have no more money the scholarship stipend is taking too long I need new clothes I need new textbooks I have to purchase a Perry’s 7th edition book but it’s not commercially available and again I have no money no 5K I have no discipline I cause trouble to my friends I exhibit weird mood swings I haven’t blogged in weeks in weeks in weeks I’m sorry I just have no energy I have no time I don’t have inspiration I need someone to talk to my parents are playing favorites I have the feeling that I have a digestion ailment my parents don’t care they are busy doting on my sister I haven’t been staying much at home except to sleep and study but when I do I suffer due to explosive temper flares I did nothing wrong could you stop yapping I don’t want to study anymore I have no creativity I can’t draw properly I’m not improving I’m incapable of being thankful for what I have I need bangs BRB getting bangs

/wrist 

Cosplay plans ♥

And this is why I love taking pictures using webcams:

It’s like Photoshop, only you don’t have to do anything to remove ze blemishes.

Anyway, this post isn’t solely made to make me ponder on why and how did my arm look that thin (MUHAHA >:D), but to also post my cosplay options (look at the title, duh). You see, my sis (Abbitch =P) and I decided to go to a cosplaying event on October, but I still have yet to decide on which character to dress up as. The only anime that comes to mind is Kuroshitsjui, since I absolutely love the outfits in that series. I have four choices:

1. The first one is Meirin. I was thinking of borrowing someone’s rifle (prolly someone who used to have ROTC or CAT), and temporarily dye my hair red. Yes, I’ll get ze bangs and buy some ridiculously round glasses (without any correction. I don’t care if I go to the con as blind as a bat as long as I look like the character). 

She took of her glasses in this manga scan though.:| And hurr, *drools at the stockings*

2. The second one is Madame Red. She’s called that since she absolutely hates the color red, is it not obvious? I’m having qualms cutting my hair to that length though. 

Damn, I must also take into account my budget. Her outfit’s bound to be expensive.(;___;)

3. Hannah’s next. This choice is the one I’m least likely to take.

I just don’t like her character that enough yet.=P Or, maybe, if I’m going to cosplay her, why not wear the dress she wore for her performance on episode 6? Oh wait, me no has big boobies.:(

4. This is the choice that I’m most leaning to. RanMao!:3 I wont have to dye my hair, and… her outfit’s owzm.(*o*) Of course, the slit won’t be that high when I have it tailored, or else my mom wouldn’t let me out of the house. The problem is that she also has big boobies and is ultimately sexy! /weeps Now, you must understand why I need to lose weight that badly./weeps again

Whichever choice I take, I really have to lose some flabs and to save up tons of money. This is my first time to cosplay, and might as well be my last so I really want to look like the character.(=3=)

Which do you think should I pick? Or do you have other characters to suggest?:) 

EDIT: Weird, the GIF doesn’t move when viewing it on my site itself. Boo. To view it, just right click and view image on other tab.:)